All my life, the number five has followed me around, popping up in odd places all around town and me. So I looked into numerology (the devils math, haha) and sure enough, 5 is my lifepath number.
Well, I looked up the description of that, oh dear. On the positive side, change, talent and lotz of idea's and a need for freedom, a need for self discipline and a need for adventure.
Yup, thats about what I need.
On the negative, self indulgence in pleasures (drugs, sex, rock and roll, anything I like) inability to focus or finish anything.
Yup, thats about what I like to do.
hahaha
Its also the number of discontent. I am hardly ever content with anything I do, but I don't think any artist should ever be content with their work or they become mediocre.
I see all my artwork as mediocre, I'm never happy with it, therefore I constantly strive.
Its kind of an icky feeling tho.
The journey to the Stump
About Me
- dizolm1
- I was born on Halloween, I love horror movies, horror novels, short stories, etc. I have a morbid frame of mind and an absurd sense of humor. I would rather laugh than cry, my humor is my life, my defense, my weapon of choice, my expression, my last sanctuary. I will go there. I am a Scorpio, five planets are in scorpio in my natal chart, I am Pisces rising and Pluto decending,the fish swims up, the planet falls down. I am a dreamer, I am drowning while I dream, I sink into the depths of the ocean when I dream, I want to stay there. My dreams are vivid and sharp as a knife. Of all the states of conciousness, alpha is my preference and I will naturally revert to alpha if circumstances permit, I hate beta, I don't want to be in beta, it hurts me to be in beta, I have to force myself into beta with caffiene, sugar, anger and anxiety. I see things, dream things, feel things, I talk about it, I draw it, I am tuned into the emotions of everyone around me to such a degree that they become mine and I don't know why, I trip in the vortex, I'll meet you on the other side.
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