I was born on Halloween, I love horror movies, horror novels, short stories, etc. I have a morbid frame of mind and an absurd sense of humor. I would rather laugh than cry, my humor is my life, my defense, my weapon of choice, my expression, my last sanctuary. I will go there.
I am a Scorpio, five planets are in scorpio in my natal chart, I am Pisces rising and Pluto decending,the fish swims up, the planet falls down.
I am a dreamer, I am drowning while I dream, I sink into the depths of the ocean when I dream, I want to stay there. My dreams are vivid and sharp as a knife. Of all the states of conciousness, alpha is my preference and I will naturally revert to alpha if circumstances permit, I hate beta, I don't want to be in beta, it hurts me to be in beta, I have to force myself into beta with caffiene, sugar, anger and anxiety. I see things, dream things, feel things, I talk about it, I draw it, I am tuned into the emotions of everyone around me to such a degree that they become mine and I don't know why, I trip in the vortex, I'll meet you on the other side.